collars like candy

If taking your collar off doesn’t devastate you, then you should have never put it on.

Albatross
Me
Toy
Fenics
Darlin
Muse
Doll
Baby Girl

With each girl that comes and goes, I remain. And he gives them a collar or at least talks of giving them one. He contemplates if they deserve a collar or not. I can’t remember if he thought of giving Muse a collar or not. I know he counted her as one of “his girls” for a time.

And with each collar he gives out mine feels less and less special.

I am his Pet, he is my Daddy. I know this. I also recognize that I asked him to remove our collar more than a year ago.

But for FUCK’S SAKE this hurts!!

He offered a “play” collar to go along with the new collars he’s getting for his current new subs. It felt more like a slap in the face than his hand ever would. I know him. I understand his motivations. But I don’t “play” with collars. He should know that by now.

But dammit, a part of me wanted to say yes.

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